| Location | North Norfolk |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 21/01/2007 |
| Date of Death | 21/01/2007 |
| Visitors | 1,915 since 03/01/2008 |
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Sarai was a so desperatly longed for baby.
It was to be about 18 months of talking and trying before I knew that you were conceived. I knew within days that this time had worked. I remember how excited I was and how I told the select few, until I started showing. I was already looking pregnant at 7 weeks! It was at an 8 week scan that I first saw you. Your little heart beating. I remember the relief at seeing that heart working! I felt so very positive. I will always remember visiting the midwife for booking in. (It was the same midwife I had for all but my first pregnancies over the last 13 years). I walked into her room and said -you still working here as a midwife?- to which she replied .... -are you still having babies! I will stay here until you stop having babies!-.
I suffered quite severe morning sickness, but I knew the end result would be worth any amount of sickness and discomfort. I was so excited about the idea of meeting you.
My local hospital were running late at getting scans organised, and when my 12 week scan was overdue, I contacted the midwife to ask her to sort out a date with the hospital for my scan. Five days before I was due to go for this so important scan, as all scans are, I woke up one morning with no sickness or symptoms of pregnancy. I was worried and contacted the midwife again, who went to great lengths to assure me that my pregnancy had reached a point when the placenta begins working and that it was perfectly normal for sypmtoms to ease and go away. Still I worried. The morning off the scan arrived, and I felt so very sick! I was trying desperatly to be positive and hopful, but something inside me knew the news was not going to be good. When I looked at the monitor, I knew right away. I could see that there was no heart beat. I stared ever so hard, trying find something that moved, so I could breath a sigh of relief, and get back to knowing that you were okay, but there was nothing. It was confirmed when the man doing the scan said those words, that I will never forget, -I am so sorry Paula, your baby has no heartbeat-. It came as a huge shock, even knowing, deep down, something was wrong. I turned away from the monitor. I did not shout out or scream, but on the inside, I screamed. It felt like they had ripped my heart out. I sobbed and cried. Nothing, could have fully prepared me for the pain I felt. I asked the man to check when he thought you had died. After doing some measurements, he gave me the gestation stage. It tied in perfectly, to that morning I woke with no symptoms. I was taken straight to see the consultant, who dicussed my options! Options, I did not want options ... I wanted you, my baby. It was decided that I was to go home, and give the situation some deep thought and talk to people about what was to happen next. When, the next day, I contacted the hospital to discuss admission, I was horrified to be told, that they could not take me in for 6 days! The situation was not classed as a medical emegency and that I would need to wait for a routine day bed to be available!
Hospital admission was then not needed, as on day four from that scan, on the 21st of January, I experienced some mild contractions. I contacted the hospital and they told me to come straight in to labour ward. I did not make it to labour ward, and two contractions later you, my Sarai, was born at home. You were so very small yet so perfectly formed. I counted your tiny fingers and tiny toes. I held you in the palm of my hand and cried like never before. I was so very reluctant to let you go. I just sat holding you in complete shock.
A scan the following morning confirmed that my second trimester pregnancy had ended.
Had Sarai lived, she would have been my fourth living child. Instead she became my fourth angel. Sarai has an older brother who will be 20 in June, and two older sisters who are 13 and 3. The family have been blessed with the very recent arrival of a new baby boy. Thank you my Princess. I know that you were watching over us at this time.
While you have gone, My Princess, you will never, ever be forgotten and we will never stop loving you.
My Princess, you were simply too beautiful for this earth.
Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett
"Happy Birthday Sarai"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?
Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.
Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.
The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.
No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Daughter of yours.
BIG HUGS SARAI
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⋱♰⋰ Angel Day ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Your Angel Day in Heaven ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Many tears will fall for you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ You touched so many loving hearts ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ There’s so many missing you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ As you now live in paradise ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Its Heaven up above stay ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Close to all your loved ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ ones For it’s you they ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ family and friends that you miss you ever day ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ forgoten you take care love from me ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Sylvie mommy of Samantha Belanger ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ and Granddaughter of Albert and ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Marie-Jeanne Belanger take care ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ hugs and XXXX bye for now good ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ night ⋱♰⋰
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♥ ♥ ♥ Angel Day bigs hugs from me to you and your family and friends that you miss you ever day but in our hearts forever take care love you bye for now hugs love from me.♥ ♥ ♥
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARIA
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Birthday Remembrance
Thinking of you on your birthday Sarai
But that is nothing new
For no day dawns and no day ends
Without a thought of you.
We cannot send a birthday card,
Your hand we cannot touch,
But God will take our greetings
To the one we love so much.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARIA
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bigs hugs from me to you and your family
and friends that you miss you ever day but
in our hearts forever you will not be forgotin
all my love hugs and xxxx from me Sylvie
mommy of Samantha Belanger and
Granddaughter of Albert and Marie-Jeanne
Belanger take care bye for now.
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Tears in Heaven
Would you know my name
if I saw you in heaven
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong and carry on
'Cos I know I don't belong
Here in heaven
Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please
Begging please
Beyond the door
There's a peace I'm sure
And I know
There'll be no more
Tears in heaven
Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong and carry on
'Cos I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.
Eric Clapton
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Your Tiny Foot Prints
You Leave On Our Hearts
God needed an angel in heaven
When Jesus lived upon the earth so many years ago,
He called the children close to him because he loved them so.....
And with that tenderness of old, that same sweet, gentle way,
He holds your little loved one close within his arms today.....
And you’ll find comfort in your faith that in his home above
The God of little children gives your little one his love....
So think of you little darling lighthearted and happy and free
Playing in God’s promised land where there is joy eternally.
Helen Steiner Rice
A Birthday In Heaven by Kris Smith
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play the fool
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel xx
heaven's playground
There’s a playground up in Heaven
Where all the children go
It’s a place that’s full of laughter
Unlike this world here below
There’s a playground up in Heaven
Where all our angels play
And the hearts there are so happy
Unlike our hearts feel today
There’s a garden up in Heaven
Where the roses blossom still
While below it feels like winter
All the angels feel no chill
In that garden up in Heaven
You will never find a tear
How we wish we could be with them
Or we still had them down here
There’s no crying in that playground
Just their happy faces there
There’s no pain and there’s no heartache
There’s no illness or despair
They’re too busy with their playing
They’re too happy making friends
It’s their parents wanting answers
And their broken hearts to mend
As they play in Heaven’s playground
All our little angels sing
They don’t question why they’re up there
They don’t ask for anything
All our children play together
In that playground in the sky.
love you so much my Princess.
Always Wanted.
Forever loved.
Never Forgotten.
XX Mummy XX
thinking of you tomorrow on mothers day xxx
Dandelions from Heaven
Mothers day is coming And I wanted to send you a sign
something you can tell others; "Is from an angel of mine
So I searched the heavens high and low for that perfect thing....
And low and behold I found it.... And a smile I hope it will bring.
So when you look to the heavens and see the yellow stars in the sky
Just think of me .... your angel... in the heavens way up high
And just imagine those stars; are dandelions up above.
Yes! Dandelions are also in heaven; which you know how much I love.
So on this mothers day and you awake and feel blue....
You will notice those yellow stars... are no longer in view.
So look to the meadows and the dandelions you see...
Are the ones I've tossed down this mothers day from me.
And when you find a dandelion that has turned from yellow to white;
Youre supposed to make a wish and then blow with all your might.
For you will be blowing kisses to me in heaven above....
And I will be catching them and blowing them back sent with all my love.
Please know that l am with you.... on this mothers day....
And also in the days ahead.... God and I will never stray.
We will be with you in the morning ....when you awake and see the sun....
We will be with you when you say your prayers when the day is done.
For God and I will never be very far from your side....
For I can now be everywhere.... and God will be your guide.
So.... remember when you see dandelions it is your guarantee
That I am always close to you.... for dandelions are free to roam ....now just like me.
I will always be with you mummy....
Happy Mothers Day....
Love your angel in heaven.
Anonymous.
I am going away tomorrow for a week but you are always in my thoughts & in my heart xxx
Its Hard Work Being A Mummy To An Angel
Its hard work being a Mummy to an Angel
Your can't care for your baby like a normal Mummy would.
There is no bathtime or cuddles or nighttime feeds
Of course we'd do all those and more if we could.
Its hard work being a Mummy to an Angel
No on really understands the pain.
There are no words to describe it
You just know that you'll never be the same.
Its hard work being a Mummy to an Angel
Especially when you hear other children laugh and cry.
I wish other Mummies would realise just how lucky they are
When all I seem to do is ask why?
Its hard work being a Mummy to an Angel
Your empty arms ache needing your baby to hold.
But I know that I must be thankful because
My angel will be in my heart till I grow old.
My Sarai ... My Princess ... Everyday in my thoughts ... I Love You ... Always and Forever ... Mummy xxx
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